boring day

If I had knew that they are not coming, I will go out.

I should have know that distance was a problem.
Since I knew it now, it is good that I moved on.

I will still get thing done. But I guess, it will be the last thing I will do.
I hope. I hope I will get out from it soon.
Because is just the wrong person~

Transformers

First movie of the month! i finally watch a movie after a month!

thanks to nizam for asking me out. :D

I was quite happy on thurs, cause I had a good chat with boss for the afternoon. :D
We haven get in touch for quite sometime and he had given me good advice. :D

and had a great dinner with fengie and szemin! after telling fengie, I felt better, at least, I am not hiding :D

tmr pre-convo shot cancelled. :(
BUT I look forward to meet huiqin and tinfong. :D

Waiting

Just received a call from one of the companies. Their hiring manager is flying around so had yet to make a decision.

Unable to let me know the decision, I hope is still good news.

But I am also doing a mini project for another company as part of my interview assessment.

I hope I can get that too, so I can have something to compare.

I realized, I hate waiting. Whether is waiting for a call from a company, or waiting for someone to make a decision to let me know.

I have no control and I feel insecure. Although I said, I will let everything go, I still hope to get a call or at least a sms from him. This kind of feeling just suck. I dunno if I will be soft-hearted if he actually contacted me. :_(

I hope superman can come in and get me out.:D
Thanks to many friends who re trying to help me get out. I will be out soon!

Back

Stopped blogging for sometime, but I think I need somewhere to get my endless ideas, joy and fear out.

Had a sweet dream yesterday but I knew everything is just a facade. I need to get out of this soon!
I want to forget you, move on with my life.
I need to find a job, a career. I believe, I will forget you soon.
I should not fall into this kind of trap again.
I must find someone who will truly dotes me for who I am and not who I look like.

I will end this soon. I know I can do it.

I am glad to have friends around me to support me my action. I will pull through.
Thanks to the person who gives me this experience.