tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-20777028985422795132011-08-07T03:33:23.895-07:00Zoeynoreply@blogger.comBlogger41100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2077702898542279513.post-35859899128059150682011-08-07T03:30:00.000-07:002011-08-07T03:33:23.913-07:00If I had knew that they are not coming, I will go out. <br /><br />I should have know that distance was a problem. <br />Since I knew it now, it is good that I moved on. <br /><br />I will still get thing done. But I guess, it will be the last thing I will do. <br />I hope. I hope I will get out from it soon. <br />Because is just the wrong person~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2077702898542279513-3585989912805915068?l=xiaoyu-coral.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Zoeynoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2077702898542279513.post-34640222637521573102011-07-15T09:35:00.000-07:002011-07-15T10:30:19.788-07:00First movie of the month! i finally watch a movie after a month!<br /><br />thanks to nizam for asking me out. :D <br /><br />I was quite happy on thurs, cause I had a good chat with boss for the afternoon. :D <br />We haven get in touch for quite sometime and he had given me good advice. :D <br /><br />and had a great dinner with fengie and szemin! after telling fengie, I felt better, at least, I am not hiding :D <br /><br />tmr pre-convo shot cancelled. :( <br />BUT I look forward to meet huiqin and tinfong. :D<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2077702898542279513-3464022263752157310?l=xiaoyu-coral.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Zoeynoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2077702898542279513.post-34043802649092741742011-07-13T20:13:00.000-07:002011-07-13T21:41:50.271-07:00Just received a call from one of the companies. Their hiring manager is flying around so had yet to make a decision. <br /><br />Unable to let me know the decision, I hope is still good news. <br /><br />But I am also doing a mini project for another company as part of my interview assessment. <br /><br />I hope I can get that too, so I can have something to compare. <br /><br />I realized, I hate waiting. Whether is waiting for a call from a company, or waiting for someone to make a decision to let me know. <br /><br />I have no control and I feel insecure. Although I said, I will let everything go, I still hope to get a call or at least a sms from him. This kind of feeling just suck. I dunno if I will be soft-hearted if he actually contacted me. :_( <br /><br />I hope superman can come in and get me out.:D <br />Thanks to many friends who re trying to help me get out. I will be out soon!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2077702898542279513-3404380264909274174?l=xiaoyu-coral.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Zoeynoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2077702898542279513.post-30502944070923014492011-07-12T21:11:00.001-07:002011-07-12T21:16:12.379-07:00Stopped blogging for sometime, but I think I need somewhere to get my endless ideas, joy and fear out. <br /><br />Had a sweet dream yesterday but I knew everything is just a facade. I need to get out of this soon! <br />I want to forget you, move on with my life. <br />I need to find a job, a career. I believe, I will forget you soon. <br />I should not fall into this kind of trap again. <br />I must find someone who will truly dotes me for who I am and not who I look like. <br /><br />I will end this soon. I know I can do it.<br /><br />I am glad to have friends around me to support me my action. I will pull through. <br />Thanks to the person who gives me this experience.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/2077702898542279513-3050294407092301449?l=xiaoyu-coral.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Zoeynoreply@blogger.com0